"Only one life, 'twill soon be past
Only what's done for Christ will last."

Monday, October 28, 2019

Game of Gods

I was revisiting Carl Teichrib's book this morning, along with my MPA textbooks (which I should be reading).

I just want to make another recommendation that you really need to read this book.

I was reading chapter 10 again, and there is so much there that I missed the first time. In light of my new studies and what is going on in the world Carl has masterfully put things together---

YOU HAVE TO READ THIS BOOK!


Please go over to Amazon and order it. Your ability to understand the world today will be greatly enhanced, and I will be thrilled to discuss any of the book with you!

https://www.amazon.com/dp/1999492900?tag=duckduckgo-exp-b-20&linkCode=osi&th=1&psc=1


Delightful Prophecy Tea Yesterday



You are Not Safe

A few weeks ago I had an altering experience with some liberals.

I didn't realize how unsafe I was until I was into the situation too far. I ended up dissolved in tears, completely clueless of the nature of the hatred directed toward me.

Of course I took it personally, initially. Then I thought it through for weeks, wondering how I could have been such a lightening rod for such hatred.

Then it hit me. I prayed for the Lord to reveal to me the essence of the attack, and He did.


I had forgotten a key verse in Scripture: Matthew 10:22 "You will be hated by all for my name's sake."

https://www.openbible.info/topics/gospel_being_offensive

"Who did you vote for?!"

Twice I've been asked that question with accusing hatred. I've tried to answer in a nonconfrontational manner, both times, but the initial hatred is so incredibly astonishing, it stabs to the heart!

I even asked for forgiveness......because that is what I do......

Yes, I voted for Trump. I like that he is pro-life, pro-Israel, and anti-deep state. I believe Hillary Clinton is connected to witchcraft/rebellion/feminism/occult things. I could not in good conscience vote for such evil. Trump was my only option. Only.

I'm pretty sensitive, and if you confront me I will do almost anything to make it right. I want you to be happy, and I want no dispute with anyone.

Politics, philosophy of life, faith issues have driven wedges between people, my people, and I am needing to become thick-skinned as I am accused of things pertaining to my beliefs.

Am I willing to die for Jesus? I hope so, by the power of the Holy Spirit. I certainly must die to self, and being attacked is just the training I'm receiving.

When I hold views that are Biblical in nature---morally speaking, righteousness related, following the commands of Christ---and they are offensive to people, I can do nothing but retreat and pray.

I'm not yet ready to go on the offensive, but I probably shouldn't be underestimated.

Conviction of sin is a real thing, and when someone is under conviction you never know how they will lash out.

Be aware. Be safe. Watch out.


I've been fortressing. I'm licking my wounds and I'm looking to my Commander in Chief.

You will be hated.


Saturday, October 26, 2019

There are Days----

Days for the rich, not for those of us eking out a living----days to enjoy the fall colors, sit by the fire, knit, write/illustrate books, read, bake and cook delicious things, walk the Corgi,----


But I have to pay for car parts and the mortgage, insurance and tuition.

God ultimately provides and helps us, but I do rather miss those days of watching the kids and just being creative.

I'd sit at the piano and pound out a Bach invention, or grab my flute or guitar...


I have to do my homework so I can make enough (more) to pay the bills.

Housewifery is a luxury.

If you are enjoying it right now, realize how good you have it.

Home-schooling is not cheap. We refused assistance from the state so we could choose freely what curriculum we wanted. We homeschooled for 25 years, and it was costly monetarily. It was priceless in its results.

My husband and I qualified for welfare when we began homeschooling. If I spent $500 on curriculum it was major.

I seriously COULD write a book on living on an extreme budget. Perhaps I should.

Not paying for childcare enabled me to stay at home, pay less for groceries (I cooked everything-few processed foods) and have a limited wardrobe requirement for the entire family.

We bought everything at thrift stores.

We stockpiled things on sale.

We bought used books.

NO ALCOHOL, CIGARETTES, DRUGS. What a savings!!

We managed to live within our means by the grace of God.

When we paid tithe (10%) to our church we always had enough. When we didn't we had to dip into savings. God always honored our giving.

WE  always had enough. Even when major health issues hit. Even through more than a year of unemployment for my husband.

I cannot complain!

When we chose to move closer to my parents we took a big hit financially. We wanted to keep them home, out of assisted living. This is exactly what we've been able to do! Thank the LORD! We also became owners of a healthful home in the country, where the air is fresh and the views are gorgeous.

To be able to stay in this beautiful place, where I grew up, requires two incomes, meager as my contribution is! WE are managing.

My husband and I have already kissed the idea of ever retiring good-bye. Having five kids and getting them launched is truly costly, but ever so worth it!

Remember, money isn't everything. Life is rich just living.

We're attempting to keep our heads above water right now, and the LORD is good. We know that He knows our need.

It's beautiful outside. Do I have time for a quick walk with Corwyn before work tonight?

Yes. Yes I do.

Thank you, LORD.

Bears Repeating

12 Steps


1. God loves you more than anyone else does. He will let you hit bottom if it takes that to get your attention. He is the hound of heaven, but he never forces anyone. You are free to choose hell.
2.  Repentance is a "must" step to get right with God.  Repent. Stop sinning. Ask the Holy Spirit for supernatural power to cleanse and overcome sin.
3.  Signs of true conversion: love for others, insatiable desire for the Bible, grateful heart to God.
4. Desire to do God's will. Desire to do what is right. Desire for righteous living.
5. Immediate conviction of sin in your life. The Holy Spirit points out one area at a time for you to work on. Addictions are the first to be addressed.
6. So, addictions. God cares. Pray for an immediate loathing for the substance. Pray for strength to never touch it again. Children, don't ever THINK about trying an addictive substance. It is the seeds of thought that begin the journey to slavery. Take those thoughts "captive" as Scripture says. Just ask God to help you figure this out. I say "Take that captive, Lord" and seek immediate distraction. God has honored that for me. He will show you how.
7. Confess your sin. You need the help of God's family. You are not to do it alone. Show your spiritual family your vulnerability and let them keep you accountable.
8. Cry out to God. This is the example of Biblical saints. It works. God hears your cry of repentance and weakness. He gets the glory in your weakness, and He is jealous of His glory. This isn't about you. It's about Him. That is who He is. Get over yourself.
9. Back to the Word. If you are filled with the Holy Spirit you will have fewer desires to be filled with carnal desires. RUN to the Word for strength.
10. Do the next thing, as Elisabeth Elliot said. Go clean house, start a project, read a book! Think of ways to go the extra mile at work. Just DO SOMETHING.
11. Eyes fixed on Jesus. Remember His sacrifice for YOUR sin. Don't cheapen that sacrifice by continuing in sin. STOP sinning. When you do sin, you have an advocate. Jesus. He covered it. But STOP sinning.
12. Rest in His power. Keep a clear conscience. Take everything to Him. Pray constantly. God has promised to show you His power, but be prepared for tribulation. It's part of the deal. Your surf board is His power to get over the waves of tribulation. That is the most exciting thing in all of life. Think of all the stories written down about this supernatural help. Tap into that power, hope in it, and give God the glory.
You are loved.